Maybe when I made my request for this journey I wasn't specific enough.

 I wonder what our children would achieve if they were collectively raised differently. I imagine children growing up together I guess in nurseries but maintaining that Nurseries friendship into maturity while still training. Collaborating and learning amongst their brothers and sisters how to work together. In their own created environment almost becoming self-sufficient and learning how to care for all. No trade required, just a genuine desire to help one achieve without any reward.  Giving themselves the knowledge we all share to design and build better tools and designs.  People their best in their field because their qualified and there for their pleasure.  Without shakles of competition and secrecy, exponentially working together to achieve new heights.  It's a mindset but are we ready for something new?  If i had the power I would birth a better version of us completely away for this bloody barbaric history.  If they want to know about it, they could go look it up.  It's history after all.  We humans still behave like competing animals.  We need peaceful children. A fresh start,  nutured with care and given all the tools they could ever want.  Citizens of earth.  Don't worry, they'd also be defenders and ambassadors of humanity. 

 You are all nuts.  I'm just as nutty as you.  Lost to calendars of tradition and heritage bias no human has ever had a fresh start or a chance at starting something new.  Your calander won't allow for it.   That is when a new calander begins.  When you interroductice a new collective reality radically different than normally thinking.  A new era.  A new time for the following to model from.  BC, AD, ??

 Does the human body have an off switch? If it does that's how I want to go. I'm not scared of dying I'm scared of pain. And if there's a way to exit this universe in a painless way sign me up. I'm not saying right now I'm just saying in the future knowing there's a way out and it's painless Id like to have it there if I need. I need. Many cant understand it but the universe is cruel and some of us would prefer an easy way out when enough is enough. We all go I'd like to have a choice.  If you are scared there will be no one left to care for you you begin to understand. We are shit to each other and contaminate with hate for war and profits maintaining a game of life and death pretending you care and do nothing.  Our dependency on currency and branding has made us stupid.  We are not members of a species.  It is world war on earth hell to most and not a natural born peaceful citizen of earth in sight.  World Peace fails to exist for this exact reason, there is not a single peaceful being on earth.  A way out, yes please.

 Bow down to me. I am better than you. Kneel before me and my command be your will. Less than human beneath me tread under my foot. I am your human master and for Thou shalt forth to compete against one another and destroy each other from inside. This human race shattered and at my pleasure to toy with. Lust filled mothers and fathers lost in their social media my slaves my pleasure I exist because of you. Love will never come to this earth because stupidity dominates. The natural born citizens of Earth will never know freedom or equality. My tools currency and time and the cancer you are.  This is Constitution written in your own blood by the children who wrote it.  Peace on earth will only come when we are peaceful.  But you my not friend are not peaceful for if you were world peace would already exist, wake up and smell reality and grass between the toes.  Is that you? This reality makes no sense. So Anarchy rules. Have none of you the free will to stand up? Do you deny your heritage? We are equals and be equals. No bowing. We all deserve the same respect. If you want to be a human being sharing a planet with an incredible species it's time to stand up. I want equals. Where are the natural born citizens of Earth?  The parents who care who love? Where's the love for the human race gone? If you were smart you'd realize currency and time are meaningless. Forget all that s*** and become equals. You get a lot more done and by truely qualified beings enjoying whatever it is they're doing freely and at their best.   We need to do because it is Our good will just helping each other.

 369. I think I know why Nikolai went nuts on this number. I think it describes acceleration. Where one is accelerating to the first stage by  stepping it up a notch. Reaching six then maintain six or kick it up another notch. Going for 9:00.  Momentum, balance and thrust. Add a level of electromagnetism and metallurgy I only imagine what he could believe.