The first thing you must understand is that every single member of the human race is a hypocritical psychopathic schizophrenic narcissist. Once you realize that you live on a world surrounded by demons your choices are limited since you exist in hell. You could be a good demon by doing what's normal, you could be an exceptional demon by being successful, or you could rebel against normal and be consumed by the evil which surrounds. The crazy have realized the dream is a nightmare and all one can do is hysterically laugh.