On scale of survival, i rate us poor.  Not because of ingenious but because of stupidity and greed.  We live for survival of one and it costs us all.   Stop extorting your gifts and achieve without need for payment we must willing give.  Together our volunteered cooperation with the family, children of earth.  To be equal we can not judge each others worth, our egos refuse to shift from survival of the best to luxury for all.  Stop the war against the human race and declare peace for its achieved easier than thought, it only requires peaceful beings, then insanity will make sense with a new generation which evolves our species. From barbaric to civil.

Forever is never for everyone.   Would you be my enemy or friend, neighbor, mostly family as a species spread throughout this planet, no different all still trying to survive.  Must you fleece me, extort me, insist in bribes and threaten our children for war, we are already at war with the human race and i declare world peace will never be because immature children refuse to share without judgment.  Pride has kept insanity and not a single peaceful being on earth exist.

My government fails me.  My peoples' disappointment me and though i am party of a society, i am not part of a civilization.  No one is civil, it is a war against the citizens of Earth and world peace fails to exist because no one on the planet is peaceful.  It is survival of the fittest instead of luxury for all.  We are still medieval and have yet to mature to value all life.  We can not conceptualize a peaceful existence and for that we suffer and hope our genocide is not total. My pain is to know our potential but lack of will.  We compete instead of collaborate.  We extort instead of share.  And we judge.  Life is fragile and it is temporary, while it exist we must flourish or perish, how we do so is just as important for the future will be populated by our decisions.  What representation of humanity do you wish to unleash upon this Universe?

There is something wrong with me.  I feel like I am dying, or that I am already dead and just waiting for my body to hit the floor.  I feel like nothing I do matters and time has become a torture.  For so long I have lost my ability to hold on to memories, I can't remember anything anymore.  Names, dates, places, nothing - it is like being an empty shell all the time.  Even yesterday is lost to me.  I am almost in the moment, my current state is all I know and at the moment it sucks.  On top of that, I am a sociopath.  I care not for the human race.  It doesn't mean I want to see anyone harmed, but I could care less that the world destroys itself for I have lost my connection to it and its peoples.  It has been a long time since I have kissed, for I fear they would sense my truth...I don't care.  I pretend to be whole.  I pretend to me a member of society.  I pretend to be like everyone else.  But I don't want to be you.  I feel that the human race is on a path which a decent being would never follow, things like rape, slavery, and prejudice is your wheelhouse and if I became you you would turn me into a monster.  So i die alone.  I wished I was born to a different universe, one in which humans behaved more like angels instead of demons so this earth would be a paradise instead of a hell burning souls.  I wish we shared, volunteered, cooperated and trusted one another instead of trade, extorted, competed, and lied.  It does not take a rocket scientist to understand why world peace does not exist, there is not a single peaceful being on the planet to make it possible.  We are at war, the entire human race.  These imaginary lines divide us.  History alienates us.  Calenders imprison us.  Tradition indoctrinates us.  Clocks put us on repeat and I keep expecting change.  This hell, this insanity, is our making and I wish no part of it.  My condition allows me to see truths and I wished I can unsee them for the demons I share this earth with do not have my allegiance or sympathies.  You are all evil and I can not wait for my body to catch up with the present.  Please....hit the floor already and let it be over. I can't bear to watch the world revolve anymore.

Comparing capitalism to socialism is like comparing evil to good, hell to heaven,  indentured servitude to freedom.  A capitalist will never understand socialism because history has taught them to hate their neighbor, to not trust them, to erect borders and locks and secrecy to ensure it's continuation.  The perpetuation is taught and blind faith has stolen alliegences to land instead of a world of people.  Their way of life is based on extortion instead of sharing, manipulation instead of volunteering, and war instead of peace. Survival of the fittest, not the survival to all and crowned as kings to aspire to and be bowed to, equality is not something they ever want. They are still uncivilized, animals no different than the beasts of earth. They have left the world impoverished and expect the majority mass to do its bidding, it is the evil which has destroyed the possibility of a united species of mothers fathers daugthers and sons to truly care for one another.  A true socialistic society has never existed on earth because it requires peaceful beings and there are no peaceful beings on earth or world peace would already exist. Do i believe socialism will ever exist, no.  I beileve we are fated for extinction and destiny will show it was done by our own hands.

We've wasted it.  Our time with this earth.  You have created a false calender which is dictating your fate while repeating history you fail to see what this present moment offers.  Take your pulse and move at your own decay rate.  See that your scales are wrong and the frozen sky a picture from movement.  This earth is changing at a phenomenal rate and this brief moment is temporary.  If future generations are to exist the people of this planet must be present to create a future not lost in cycles.  Step away from the earth and see the eternity and endless opportunity.

I would work for free under a few conditions.  One, it has to be something i like to do, something im good at and believe i could do with confidence.  Two, i want it to always be my best works so long as i can lean on a society whom feels the same, valuing contributions no matter how large or small the same.  We choose to care. i need to be able to lean on society for all things, knowing you truly have my back; we are all family after all. Three, there is no need to compete, by naturally exercising our gifts and volunteer all is cared for.  We are the children of earth and only together can we stand the test of the universe and achieve the miracles on this temporary haven.