What if what we called a billion years is really just one hour and the galaxy is only 26 hours old.  What would that mean to our very very very short life spans?  It would mean we died of old age practically as fast as we were born. It would mean the human race is practically extincted and all traces of our existence deteriorated off the face of this planet.

I have never been normal. For as long as I remember I have always rejected ideas which were attempted to be pressed upon me whether they came from my parents a school the church or the government. I found the human race to be insane and to allow the ideologies of the past and the foolish repetitive mistakes to somehow groom me into being a productive member of society seemed self destructive. Without the known telling me what I'm capable of I find myself capable of being anything I wish to be. And what I am now is something different.

The world may be natural but your environment is not it was created to be a theme park. If it is unfair it was designed to be. If you wish to defeat the unfairness you have two choices either design your own theme park or recognize its design and use it to your advantage. But under no circumstances should you allow yourself to be blinded and ignorantly walk the paths and ride the rides for they were designed for the masses.

There are two kinds of light - the glow that illuminates, and the glow that obscures - James Thurber

I say we live in the light which obscures that light is our sun. Most only see a Sun I see a star. One star of countless others and because we are blinded by that one star we cannot see what is of the obvious the darkness which surrounds us 360 degrees the darkness which is our universe the darkness which is home to the countless civilizations littered throughout this galaxy and countless others.

Death is coming for you. Can you feel it? Every Beat of your heart is one less beat you have. Have you seen how many people died today? Will tomorrow be your turn?

It is never the people you should hate it is the governments.  For it is never the will of the people to War it is the will of the governments.  Governments never carry out the will of the people they carry out the will of the elite and it is the will of the elite to war the peoples.

I'm drowning drowning in debt. It is so hard to keep afloat cramping exhausted and trying to spit out the water which keeps getting down my throat. It feels like I have been at this forever and know another 70 years of this is to come. I just want to give up for in death at least peace will come. I think I'm done.