Better off lost? [draft]

I was lost. So I spent much time looking inward to find myself. Now that I am found, I am more lonely than ever. I have come to realize the truth in my existence and the truth of the senselessness in most people’s actions. The grand Universe of space, time and beauty has given me this miraculous gift of Life and infinite possibilities to explore. I am master of my own universe. I walk in my own space in my own time but I am trapped within a frail and limited form which exists for just a brief moment in relation to the space and time which surrounds me. So knowing death is always coming for me and how limited and precious time is, I Love Life and wish only the best to those who can share in this miracle of existence with me. To make time last I live in the present. Just as infinity exists between one and two, so does each and every moment I live. An in this infinity, I will realities by interacting with those I share this space and time. This Earth provides temporary shelter for the Human race, but it is not enough for our total survival. We need good will. The Universe is very dangerous and space is less than an hour car drive above our heads. We are the most advanced beings of our species to be born. Our technologies amaze. Why aren’t we wise? Why haven’t we matured? The people of this planet must see reason to unite and volunteer together to share and collaborate to provide survival and luxury to all. No borders. No brands. No forced labor. No trademarks. No Lies. No currency. Good people willing good for Freedom. For peace. For equality. For Love. For Happiness. Hell on Earth exists today because we are stupid beasts still competing and judging for survival. This present is the result of our will. Evil parents brainwash their children in history and traditions and lock them into cycles of a calendar they feel powerless to change. This is only driving everyone to insanity and self medication for denial, hate, war, and death are in abundance. The current disregard for Human life is appalling. We must break the cycle. True good people would not compete for survival or give their lives up to chance, they would realize we each are gifted with natural abilities and if we chose we can help each other train and coordinate these abilities for demonstration and the care of the people of the planet. The best of us are capable of creating pure miracles. By prostituting and pimping abilities you are doing evil and a disservice to the Human race and yourself. Can you imagine the capability that would come from over 6 billion healthy and communicating Human beings? Teaching children how not to think is criminal and the parents and teachers should all be ashamed. You should be educating your children how to cooperate and share to create a safe and wondrous Heaven on Earth for all. But today’s reality is ugly and everyone is ignorant. Although our technology for the first time for Human kind allows us instant global communication, it is like talking to a wall. Dumb, deaf, blind, and lost idiots is what you all are. I wish I still was, then I wouldn't be so lonely.