Kill me now

I am not sure how to behave on this beautiful, ancient, and ever changing Earth which I have been granted the miraculous opportunity of experiencing and exploring. The mindless citizens of this planet believe they must continue to protect their ancestral borders maintained only in their mind’s eye to the death to prevent mothers, fathers, daughters and sons whom exist here and now a shared existence. Unwisely they all continue to compete against each other to judge each other’s worth to grant the best survival only to a minority consider their most worthy. This leaves a majority of Earth’s children’s fending for themselves in a world of hostility and suffering. With these conditions pre-defined, ethics are out the window for I would have to become a heartless Demon beast to meet the definition of success. This Hell on Earth is all their choosing because of their evil will towards each other. If sensible parents and teachers existed, they would instead raise Angels willing good whom would naturally share this Earth, communicate, and voluntarily exercise their natural abilities to care for all to create a true Heaven here now on Earth for all. Instead their primal behavior is to teach the evil traditions of borders, currencies, history, religions, trademarks and forced labor to never allow the slaves of Earth to ever know the truth of freedom, peace, or prosperity. Just like all the creatures of Earth, Humans are no better evolved. They think they know the difference between right and wrong, but death and destruction is all they know how to give to each other; my heart is saddened and I refuse to be recruited to this violence and uncaring nature. Without knowing how to behave, my Life is wasted amongst savages whom fail to realize the true value of Life being shared in this infinite day filled with infinite Stars offering infinite possibilities of Life, past, present, and future. World peace only makes sense to sane and peaceful beings wanting to live together. Since World Peace does not exist, sane and peaceful beings are not what we have on this planet and I cannot see how it ever will. So I beg my death be swift and hope to find myself awakened in the company and care of beings whom truly understand what it means to be civil – my dream of Heaven.