What is the right reality?

Something is very wrong with my reality. I am having trouble perceiving what is real, what is right, and what my being ought to do to survive. Good or Evil? I am lost in the Earth’s grass and only have insanity and stupidity as my compass while my soul continues to be tortured in this brief glorious existence of infinite space and time we all are sharing. This Hell, trapped in the grip of a blinding and blazing Star of absurd energy and heat traveling through the infinite Heavens of infinite Stars, gives us all Life and Death. Stunted, we are crazed by its barbaric histories of time and brainwashed to the old bonds of blood soaked lands we pass on in our archaic traditions. Pledging allegiances to a past instead of the present and reliving old calendars yearly wills this old evil upon each other and this damnation will result in our early ruin. 40,000 different religious superstitions, borders, currency, trade-marks and forced labor never allows for the Human race a chance at true freedom. Mind fucked, the Human race has yet to learn for us all to prosper we need to share our ancient Earth, communicate, and voluntarily care for each other to will peace and luxury for every being alive caring to receive it freely. Good will is a lesson that has yet to be taught by parents and teachers too busy raising competing beasts of nature surviving only the fittest and killing the rest. The people of Earth have yet to realize how small and fragile we are in this violent Universe, Life is our miracle and our numbers are a god send, we should appreciate it and realize our importance and dependence we have on each other. Good people should have already been speaking truths and willing their good to provide the best survival for us all. That to me makes sense and it is disappointing to see this is not the first lessons that is taught by good parents and good teachers willing good and showing our good children how to best care for each other. World Peace makes sense to a sane member of a true civilization of a species actually being peaceful. This brings me back to my very wrong and very bad reality. Why is World Peace insane and so impossible in this day and new age of global communication? Is there really no love between the mothers, fathers, sons, and daughters of Earth? Can we really not be a people living a planetary cooperation, civil towards each other, as natural born citizens of Earth doing what we do best as our contributions to the best survival the Human race has ever seen? Or are we truly just the mindless Demons preferring to will this Hell on Earth and wasting our technology to now globally watch this death and destruction we play out on TV and the net every day? Is this personal greed our true salvation and worth the currently countless tortured Human souls whom we shirk our responsibility to? Maybe it is our blood oath and right of Human sacrifice as our Demons demand. After all, we are all Hell spawn making our strongest only stronger. We are now bread to be prostitutes, pimps, masters or slaves, extorting our abilities for survival in competition with the best evil liars and doers on the planet. Evil is our true reality cleverly disguised in loyalties, prayers, and dollar bills. This Angel is confused and frightened by his currently possessed company thinking they are all good. If they were, Heaven this planet would already be and my confusion gone with everything as right as rain.