This Earth is No Heaven

I am lost. I am confused. I feel I have been manipulated and asleep for all of my Life. The influences from 360 degrees are beyond negative, they are evil. I feel there is not a single sane good soul on Earth. World Peace by peaceful people simply living is a dream because all your greed is overwhelming. You have self placed the Human race on a pedestal and think by separating ourselves by imaginary lines that we are somehow different. We are all parasites of Earth fortunate to have Life and awareness of this Universe of infinitely filled Stars with infinitely filled planets offering infinite brief existences throughout this infinite time we all share. Finally awake, I feel I was born to grow, experience, explore, learn, and adapt to help all Life best survive as we evolve together. So where is the love and company of my species supposedly caring for one another? Instead we are bread to be pimps, prostitutes, liars, cheats, and extorters of our abilities. We still behave like cavemen. These borders, currencies, trademarks, forced labor, and prisons are simply retarded and pathetic for beings of our capabilities. How did we get locked in this calendar of senselessly repeating events of genocide? We have placed chains on our own minds, bodies, and souls and forced each other in individual comparisons of worth to judge individual survival. We care not for Life, we demean it and we devalue it. We are the demons whom deserve this Hell we have wished upon each other. The Human race fails to communicate and has become efficient killers; I am ashamed of what we are. We have learned nothing and an early extinction is surely our fate. Being asleep and a slave was Stockholm Syndrome, but now being awake and a slave is torture. So thank you very much for this glorious experience of being possessed by your law of possession. Angels we are not and Heaven we will never be worthy. This you help ensure.