Saturday, October 17, 2009
Madness
I am single, I am strong, but I am mad. Stuck working 24 hours a day from my home, I am insane to the core and desperate for care. I know no one to turn who could possibly bring me the peace I seek. The change I require would need to be born from a planet of people and this remote possibility is the terror of my existence every glorious night. Overworked, my mind burned from the slavery keeps me harmed during our hours of star blindness and more. Rest never comes and the mere thought of the next morning bringing the same repetitive motions absolutely demoralizes. Knowing we are spinning endlessly, trying to quiet my mind for sleep last night I could not. The presence of the world aggravated me. The light on the “Visio”, cable box, cell phone charging, cordless blinking, Xbox and laptop ac adapters glowing just added to my madness. I couldn’t sleep knowing and feeling their presence so near too. So I did the only thing I could, jumped out bed and pulled the plugs on everything. The colors, vibrations, and noises stopped and left me in a dark quite small room. The claustrophobic feeling I now felt compressed me, scaring me out to the living room with pillow in hand. I jumped on my favorite spot on the couch, packed down in the larger space, and slept like a baby. I dreamed of the infinite Universe that surrounds me in every direction and now could stretch my existence forever. Free at last. Then I woke up forced to remember I am still a slave and do not know how to free myself from this Hell. I am trapped on a planet with over 6 billion enemies all trying to kill each other for pleasure and their greatest sin is their ignorance. Because of this insane stupidity and careless murder, I am forced to live this lie which is citizenship to this not so civilized civilization. The parents and teachers are clueless liars and can’t tell fiction from reality. They fail to realize that world peace requires a world of sane peaceful people, and people whom judge each other’s worth are not. They devalue the demonstrations of this miraculous species and it’s a damn shame. People whom have made possession 9/10ths the law shows greed as barbarians that piss land and make enemies, like a common beast of nature with no sense. Our very capable species loves, and because we love we care, if we care we should make sure we care for each other regardless of where we are. We are all Human beings sharing this great middle aged Earth which none of us have any claim to. History does not exist. Only we the children of this Earth are here and now, and we are now living together and should be sharing our truth and abilities to build cities of miracles for ourselves. The borders, currencies, trademarks, forced labor, and prisons are the terroristic tools slaughtering our children. Free us of these evil traditions of demons bringing death and destruction upon each other. We act not like Angels whom love and care. I can plainly see we are not the peaceful beings sharing in Heaven, can’t you? This is what I desperately need, their care and their company. I dread this group on Earth will never bring me the era of planetary cooperation I was born to be living. Where are my sane people? Do any at all exist today? Please make yourself known and us to the peace we all need.