This insanity which is my life must be some sort of cosmic joke. I find myself as small as a virus, I am a fragile tiny parasite lost in the grass of the Earth and when not blinded by a Star can look out into our infinite abyss infinitely filled with Life in unimaginable scales. So easily seen, but so out of reach. That’s not the joke, the joke is that now that I am here and now with billions of my own species, I land in a time and place where they are all at war with each other. They all horde, judge worth, and compete to the death. They are emotionally tied to the history of blood soaked land, and have allowed history to dictate their present and future through a calendar which repeats and plans old and barbaric traditions over and over and over. No one is present and in control of governing themselves. All zombies, I find myself alone and wishing this world had peaceful beings capable of making a world of peace possible, but my luck sees that none exist. Sharing and communicating truth is not our law. I am not a free natural born citizen of Earth in the care of loving mothers, fathers, sisters, and brothers. For we are definitely not best surviving all and parents have failed their children. This planetary cooperation that makes sense to me is lacking, and sanity is not my norm. Immaturity rages on and this genocide is our fault. Their minds are lost with currencies, borders, trademarks, and evil allegiances. While blessed in this Human form it is a shame having my pace ruled by a clock and my time wasted as a prisoner and slave. This is a bad joke and more of a Hell survived by demons enslaving one another. Our early extinction is surely merited for this lack of good will has its price. I can’t shake myself awake, I know this just can’t be real…people can’t be so dumb. Help.