Should I care about the world that does not care about me? Am I safer in a closet away from those claiming to have my best interest at heart? I see governments which have made prisoners of their idiotically aligned citizens forced in slave labor engage in a meaningless competition against one another. This genocide is the result of our war against our own species, the lack of any love from mothers, fathers, daughters, and sons whom currently do not share this earth and demonstrate cooperation or truth in their communications to be equals and help each other survive all voluntarily. The free natural born citizens of Earth will never be because gentle beings and the required peaceful to see World peace real we are not, so my world in planetary cooperation does not exist here and now because of me and my shameful company. I was born at the wrong time for this overpowering evil rooted in other's histories is the only thing which surrounds, this hell should not be mine and there seems no hope for change because the present is just not ours. The ignorance has won and the early extinction has been fated due to our lack of faith in one another and the will to survive. The deaths and tortures are our fault, deserving our future will be for no forgiveness can ever be granted to mindless minions. I think I too will become ignorant so that this guilt does not drive me insane for the future of humanity lies with us and to that end I too have no faith that a smart generation will ever come to be. A Human being I am not, an ineffectual drone I am so caring just does not matter. We are doomed.