I don't want to die. It's not that I'm afraid of death, I am afraid of pain. There are infinite ways to die and most seem quiet disturbing. I want no part. I am grateful to last the revolutions around Sol which does so in blistering speeds. To know that my soul slowed time to almost a freeze frame so I can be witness our Universe of infinite stars offering infinite Life this chance is almost a dream. I don't want it to end. Least of all painfully.