Let this addiction stop my heart and conclude my full life in estactic spasms from these dreams of happiness. I have witnessed a Universe filled with infinite possibilities. I saw infinite suns warming infinite planets offering chances to infinite souls. I have loved. I saw what achievements a species can accomplish if they live peacefully together and exercise their natural abilities in their own times to ensure survival to all. I know early extinctions are common and while this earth still remains I hope this human race will endure. We are just born and still learning to walk. We have yet to communicate and find equality. When that planetary cooperation is made real by these surviving mothers, fathers, daughters, and sons loving each other will humanity evolve. Our world peace simply waits for those whom naturally are. In this meantime I bask in all the glory that nature is and those I have been fortunate to share it with. My fellow beast caught in a competition instead of a cooperation, without them there is no us. Let my time be now for I have learned all I believe I needed to - maybe too late. I choose to no longer compete. I mean to harm no one by continuing to put faith in those whom have demanded trusts creating game for genocide. Barbaric is not civil and my soul can not comply, guess I was just too weak for your brand of survival. You win and I seek a better dream from this awakening.