I am not meant to live in this society, something is fundamentally wrong and there is no sensible way to adapt or want to adapt to it.  I am not an alpha, my mind is not set to the concept survival of the fittest.  Those quick to react or resort to violence mark themselves quite plainly.  Me, I believe cooperation yields higher then competition or coercion.   I believe sharing leads to caring.  I believe volunteering ones best is better.  I believe through peaceful actions do we unite a species.  But this planet is not at peace, it is at war and the human race hates one another drawing imaginary lines and claiming earth.  I would have to split my personality if I wanted to fit in; I would have to give myself a disorder.  This mask I call myself would have to learn to not share, to gather in my advantage and convince others to believe me superior over others. I would have to become alpha willing to tear throats of my new found enemies, other humans.  I would have to devalue the priceless soul and make market of my peoples.  I would have to hate, to prevent the peace and perpetuate the war.  While I am at it I may as well subscribe to one of the forty thousand religions also at war with each other, I am sure that will make myself appear more normal.  I must adapt; for in the minority of love, hate quickly conquers.  I must become evil to be more like every one else, then I can begin my competition for survival.  Because, surely rational beings would have already fathom a concept for survival for all. Only if we actually cared for one another, but that requires love and it's already established to the minority and has been conquered.  And so has my soul.  Maybe just laying down would be better.  After all according to you I'm not fit to survive, why should I want to be surrounded by such darkness?  I guess if I was truly evil the answer would be obvious.