Stop fostering the blame elsewhere stop looking for rescue or direction from dieties everything that has happened is happening or will happen is directly attributed to your perceived actions. If the world is in a state of shit... your fault.   Messed up relationship... your fault.  No World Peace... your fault. We could all make better choices and we don't.  We don't learn from our mistakes and with history and  calender forcing you to repeat them doomed we are.  Because your actions and inactions are literally killing millions of us at this very moment.