I don't think I was meant to be human. I've done everything wrong. I'm up to my eyeballs in debt for things that I don't use things that no longer work or completely obsolete. I have nothing to show for any of my purchases and have no path to clear myself from this. I have a job I hate and an income that does not relate. I could afford nothing just more debt. I hate the thought of marketing myself and detest the idea of selling anything especially myself. I don't want to compete with anyone and I don't want my name on anything. I don't want to judge anyone and careless about what people think they are worth. There is obviously something wrong with me I'm just not the right kind of human for this world.  I personally think the entire world has gone insane and all that remains from countless generations is a species hellbent on destroying itself without the universe doing it instead.