Diseased

I have a phobia. I’m afraid to be in open spaces. It remind me too much of how small I am in the Universe and how an infinity of an infinitely filled dangerous space surrounds me is paralyzing. I need to be indoors where a frame for my dimensions surrounds me. Creating the illusion of safety, a mind fuck protecting myself from the insane nature that exists outside and that I am made of. I am just one creature of infinite like creatures, the same existing just here and now on this planet Earth. Some time too soon and end will create a new. It is just a matter of infinite time and the random opportunities reality presents. Relatively speaking, we are the Human race and freedom, peace, and prosperity for all could only exist without borders, currencies, trademarks, forced labor, pharmaceutical dealers, prisons and laws of possession. Till then, we are all mind fucked, assholes brainwashed by the history of time and impotent in realizing we are still common beasts all pissing land, pimping, prostituting, and also sending our children to die while ignorantly judging each other’s worth. Life in this Universe is the prize and it’s time the Human race realize our combined worth. Wake up to see, hear, smell, taste, and hear the world that exists under all our feet and what else we share her with. Feel the atrocities and genocide being perpetrated by our idiot parents and teachers right now attempting a piss poor version of civilization and the destructive definitions success wills. At the moment, we are being bread to be demons, killing and judging each other. One day smart and peaceful beings will wake up and realize where and when they are. They will realize why possession should only be 1/10 the law. This Earth belongs to all and we should let her title go. We are far from the dominant species of this Earth but if we wise up maybe one day we just might be. This of course if only our hellish behavior does not extinct us all first. For such a compassionate and spiritual species, I am disappointed in you all. You do nothing to calm my fears while existing in this dangerous but beautiful Universe. My own species is at war with each other and no peace exists. You are barbarians, Stockholm’ed, mindless slaves who would not know good will or charity if it existed in your front. Evolve the Human race by raising Angels whom only know sharing, caring, and truth that we ought to offer each other. The Human race can achieve much more than any sort of monetary value can match. Forget the trading of rocks and paper, and free yourselves from their snare. Claim your citizenship, birthright and natural loyalty, care, and company of every citizen on Earth and appreciate our infinite capabilities. Show you are the smart mother, father, son, or daughter existing here and now and what we in our common sense could achieve. What we together can achieve for each other is what being a Human being is and already knowing our combined strength unimagined is foolish to ignore. Take care of your responsibility and be the planetary cooperation that just is. Help me help you so we can help each other and live ultimate communication and efficiency achieved. This is our good lesson we should pass on to our generations, not war and hatred by infinite imaginary lines and infinite imaginary gods ruled by infinite imaginary coins. We are on our own and its time we just cared for every being on this Earth. If 6 billion exists, then shelter for 6 billion should be built. We are not a dull species and we definitely know how to polls each other’s desires, why can’t we supply our demands? Isn’t necessity suppose to be the mother of invention? Who am I kidding. I fear for the future of our species from their sheer stupidity and selfishness. I’m sadden and terrified by what is reality. The what could have been of the Human race in this Universe maddens me. I am so small. I can reach no one. I am alone with my insanity. Glad I can paint the walls in my box. All cured.