As my life nears its conclusion, i wish i had done more.  Not for myself, but the world and future generations of the species.  I did not even have my own child, a selfish marker that i existed but also a perpetuation of a species existence on earth. I guess in my heart i knew i had to refuse birthing a child to this world.  This place may look the paradise but it is surrounded by pure evil and the demon soldiers are ourselves.  On a world of war and competition for best survival i prefer not subject anyone to such realities.   World peace fails to exist because there is not a single peaceful being on this planet.  My child deserves the company of no less.  My lifes outward productivity was meaningless toward ensuring our survival.  We have no collaboration, no truth, no trust, no will, no faith in one another.  I want my child in the company of angels or at least civilized beings, world peace is just a side effect when enough peaceful beings exist.  If brains cant introduced that the species genocide then extinction will occur.  No biggie in the grand scheme of things.  I wonder if there is anything i could have done more to help things?  It's just too late.