You think you're going to heaven? Or to whatever other Realm you called the afterlife? What makes you think your deity would want you? Don't you think your actions on this planet would not have repercussions? Because if your qualifications to get into whatever sanctuary you're hoping for is being good I hate to break it to you but your behavior is nothing but barbaric evil in intent and perpetuates a genocide. So unless you worship the devil I don't think you're getting in.