You might as well put a bullet in your head. There is no point to your existence. There is no God no Devil no heaven no hell no consequences. There was no life for you before this one.  There is no life for you after this one.  I alone speak truth they wish you not to know or acknowledge,  they fear this quite unpleasant species.   This is your one opportunity at witnessing the glory of the universe then it's over and you're dead most likely eaten. Your life was over even before it began. Ever pity a creature that has such a short lifespan, that is you. Your only purpose is to add to the decoration of an ever erasing tableu that eventually the sun will burn out and destroy.  Like I said no point to existence.  Here now or not matters none.