Where's my suicide pill?

I would like to find a peaceful way to die. The way I see it, everyone dies. And honestly, right now, what does it matter to you? Life means nothing to you, especially the Lives you don't know. Out of sight, out of mind. Including the countless millions of children whom you watch die each year the worse ways possible. They mean nothing to you. So why would I? Why must I be tortured to the bitter end? I'm not saying I want to die, no, not at all. I love Life. But when my experiences and time are in mortal decline I would like to have my own way out. If I could help it, definitely a death that involves the least amount of pain. I don't see anything wrong with choosing one's own exit. It is our Life and an end is inevitable. A peaceful death just sounds right. And going to a doctor to prolong Life doesn't seem to make sense. They kill you too, just in different ways. And leave you in debt. What kind of help is that? It doesn't make sense. Why the extortion? We each are gifted with natural abilities. Curious beings tax their abilities to voluntarily test their limits. Why must we use these abilities against each other in judgments and worth’s to compete in prostitution and marketing for survival? It’s mean. It’s senseless and barbaric. It devalues Life. It shows no Love or sense for the children of the Human race. Fighting and Weapons do not bring peace. Good minds and good hearts do. We need better parents teaching better lessons. Lessons including sharing and cooperation. I just hope you lived your Life to help create the best Earth possible for your children. Hopefully your parents provided you guidance, good council, and matured a nurtured being in Love and wisdom. Every moment of Life is precious and none of us should take it for granted. None of us should not see reason to put forth our energies to ensure survival for the entire species. We must mature to evolve the Human race and allow ourselves the freedom to push Life for growth. We must change our ways so that we can Live free. To do so we must stop competing for survival. It is stunting our growth. We must stop allowing the minority fittest to rape the majority weakest. We must volunteer together as equals and do our bests to provide luxury for all. No currency, No borders, No brands. That is sense. Where is yours? Are you not a free being, a natural born citizen of Earth in the good company of loving mothers, fathers, sons and daughters willing to do good? How is it that world peace not already exist? What's wrong with us? What are the parents teaching that corrupts our minds towards evil? Is it the archaic calendar we are born into that has everyone locked into the same networked thoughts like The Matrix? A pre-planned program being repeated each year, each month, each week, each day, each minute on a schedule to do? Slaves is what people are. Insane drones in fact. Start a new calendar if you have to to snap out of it. See NOW and the people you share this Earth with. We need our help. History has no claim on Earth. History does not exist NOW, it only can influence us if we let it. The truth is it is we who only have NOW and this Earth. It is ours to do as we please and it is our current actions that dictate the state of this planet and her peoples. Collectively we can use our technology and instant global communication to bring Peace, Love, Sanity and Heaven to Earth over night. World Peace by will power. Are you capable of willing good? Because it would be obvious is we did. So alone I remain, the sole sane person on Earth and tortured by my kin. The insantity of the current parents and children is too cruel and unbearable for my good soul. I will only endure for so long, so where's my pill?

Create a countdown and start World Peace.

Blame is easy. I can think of millions of types of people to blame. The truth is we are all to blame.
Here are a few. Bankers. Governments. Idiotic parents. Greedy teachers. Ingorant people. Basically everyone on the planet.
Maybe I observe my orbits about our Star differently than you and see reality much differently.
I see myself a very fornunate being, I am here in this space and time with billions of a surviving species gifted with Life, form, ability, communication, and the beautiful planet Earth. I am an equal, and hopefully in the good company of mothers, fathers, sons and daughters who Love each other, have love in their other relationships, whom are trying as I to Live in a world with other peaceful beings.
But at the moment, the people of the planet are insane. Lost and locked in archaic history, brainwashed into paralysis. They are all on auto-pilot lead by a calander of events. Repeating it over and over. Including the beastial ritual of competing for survival. SSurvival of the fittest? Really? How about survival for all? Retarded Loosers.
I do not want to repeat history. I want to Live free in the present and good willing to volunteer my natural abilities toward providing care for us all. If we cooperated instead of competed for survival. maybe we would see that currency and judgement is not required, nothing is more valuable than Life and we should treat it with sense and reverence.
Over 6 billion children exist. The lack of Love that exist on Earth is disturbing. Countless millions die each year. Our children are our responsibility. Not a single life should be lost if we have capability and it is an outrage that the majority population of world is in crisis, require immediate aid, yet we do nothing about it.
The reason we are powerless is because we are slaves. Forced laborers. Competing, fighting, and killing each other to survive. Currency is the bondage to your captures. You are not free. If you were free, you would be living freely among the free citizens of Earth. And because you are not free and chained by history, you cannot Live. You have no concept of Freedom, Life, Liberty, or Peace.
This Earth is your home. The people your kin. We are all related. We must see reason to love our children.
We each may be gifted with natural abilities and we if so chose could voluntarily train with the help and cooperation of others to hone and practice to expertise and exhibition to amaze and supply the world with its demands. For if 6 billion people exist, then shelter for 6 billion should exist and it is up to the best, brightest and most skilled to lead us in creating luxury for all. We are Human beings and nothing stops our imaginations. We should not limit ourselves in greed, and realize by sharing, learning, cooperating, and creating together, the healthy children of Earth would create miracles for us all.
Free you minds from your mental bondage and see the present with the others. Take claim of your birthright, in the billions of years of space and time, we are only NOW, and we must unite on this Earth if we are going to value NOW in order to provide the best Earth for our children. For if we do not act in the NOW, your opportunities end at Death. And too short a time that is.
The blame is you. Your will is evil. It is destructive that you prostitute and pimp your abilities. Learn to share this Earth and you will be amazed. If your will is good, then you can change the future of the Human race. If you help bring World Peace, the future Humans of this Earth will be living and playing all over the world in the spacescapes of sci-fi. But it must start somewhere, and it should start with us.
It is unforgivable for what we are doing to our children and it is time to heal this Earth and restore Love and Life. We owe it to Life itself.
So please snap out of it, countdown to new years, reset the clocks, and start that new calander and the new routines of a new 24 hour Earth worthy of the children in an era of planetary cooperation. Create a countdown and start World Peace.

Assholes - Read this!!!

To err is Human. Really, to be wrong is cool. Not to learn from it, retarded. The pure stupidity of the Human race baffles, our loss of reason beyond forgivable for the daily loss of Life and suffering we are allowing. In this day and age, with miracle inventions and instant global communication why have we not united for peace and prosperity to all? World Peace requires a world filled with peaceful people. Are you a peaceful person? Are you not a Human being, a natural born citizen of the Planet Earth in the natural company of good mothers, fathers, sons, and daughters of the Human race? An equal, maybe gifted with natural ability that you might want to demonstrate. Your worth is not to be judged, you are priceless like every other. You are someone's baby. Just like every other. There are over 6 billion of us. Most of us are hurt or dying, in desperate need of help right now, and it is our own stupidity is what fails our kin. We have devalued life and for that we should be punished. The miracle of existence has been taken for granted. Even the Earth assumed to always have been here and allows to be. But that is not true, in this immense and hazardous space and time that we exist in, this Earth will certainly cease to exist and so will the Human race. If we let it. The thing about the Human race is we advanced very quickly and we only amaze ourselves. We are the most advanced beings ever to been born, and our capabilities only grow with exercise. In only a short span of years, we have evolved greatly but we still remain beast, fighting, competing, and killing for survival. Peaceful and matured beings would not compete, they would cooperate. They would not kill, they would Love. They would not barter, they would share. Their best would not be prostituting and pimping their abilities, they would be volunteering to contribute for care of all. Survival of the fittest requires a battle to the top. The chaos, suffering and death amongst the majority weakest is a mortal sin in the lack of Love shown to the children of Earth. A pure Hell exist on Earth and this is your will. Where is the sense of the parents and teachers of Earth? This Earth belongs to us all. History has no claim. This Earth is OURS NOW. She and the people on her are our responsibility. For in a few short years we will not exist and our chance to claim our birthright lost. See that the children are born to the best Earth that you can pass on. It is our collective will in the present that determines the state of this planet, and if we will our good to Earth, we may see peace counted down by Ryan Seacrest in a few short years. We cannot allow the minority powers of majority wealth to continue enslaving the Human race. We must remove the shackles of currency and burn its worthless symbol of oppression. Passports are for fools. We need not permission to roam our home planet. We are suppose to be free beings of Earth. We must free ourselves of this ridiculous calendar entrancing us and our wills, we must start free, live in the present, and create a new cycle to match our reasoning. We must start a new calendar so that the children of the future are moving forward in a new era of time. Living a new cycle, living a new daily routine for the Human race. One that includes Peace as usual. Make it a reality by demanding world peace. Scream it loud. Demand change. No currencies. No borders. No trademarks. No forced labor. No Lies. Sane people cooperating, learning, and sharing freely to care for the species. The children of Earth, in the loving care of their parents, volunteering together to provide survival and luxury to all. So are you prepared to see the err of your ways? Are you ready to stop spreading evil and hatred to the children of Earth? Then communicate your will for good and for unity. Save your soul. Save the future of the Human race. Be the generation that started the days that will lead to over 6 billion healthy children creating the miracles of tomorrow that will allow us to travel the Heavens and ensure the survival of the Human race forever. It could happen overnight if we willed it. Are you willing it? Are you willing World Peace for freedom, equality, and sanity? We will see if at the end of the Mayan calendar, in 2012, the children of Earth come to their senses to celebrate our rebirth as we cross the galaxy in the grandest party ever!

Idea for a book [draft]

I think someone should write an innovative book, the best seller…something like “How to Be Human for Dummies”. The one that give truth back to the Human race and allows us to prosper as a family should. The truths are easy, they are common sense. For example, the simple truth about Humans is we are all the same. We can think and feel. We live and we die. We are mothers, fathers, sons, and daughters, hopefully born healthy. We are all citizens of the Earth and dependent on our neighbors and family. If we claim to love our children, they we must show trust, caring, and truth. Our children and ourselves deserve nothing less than our collective bests. Peaceful and thoughtful people together make up a world of peace. They together have yet to make themselves known, otherwise peace would exist. So where are they? The spinning has made us insane. Clocks are manmade; we must not lose our thoughts in its cycles. Just as infinity exists between the numbers one and two, so does the inifinty that exists within each of our finite frames. Our true abilities have yet to be discovered. We know not the capability of a fully functioning Human race. Its time we begin teaching our children to share, collaborate and volunteer their best together. There would be no imagining the miracles they would soon create to provide comfort, care, and luxury to each and every member of the Human race. History has no claim on anything, it is we who are living, it is we who are now, it is we who make the present actions and decide the fate of the future. We are fortunate to have Life and bear witness to this immense and beautify Universe for us to explore and wonder about. We must not underestimate the frailty and danger to our forms. Life cannot be taken for granted. We must mature and become better Human beings so that we can protect all Life. We must evolve our species to restore Love back into our relationships. We must learn to care and take responsibility for the Lives on this Earth. This pleasure planet Earth is home to our over 6 billion surviving children. Not one child should die needlessly. Certainly not countless millions each year. We must value Life above all else. And I would hope good parents would be smart to provide their children with the best Earth they could. So I ask, are you a good willing, peaceful, and thoughtful person living today? Then you already know World Peace is possible. So why wait? If the future is in our hands and we have the power to change the planet for the better once and for all, why not use our instant global communication to change this world instantly? Hasn't the world already seen too much violence, greed, and hatred? Brainwashed by history, the compounded lies has made everyone senseless and inept. Wake up and snap out of it. The majority of the planet is in poverty, a minority owns the entire world's wealth, divorce rates are at 50 percent, we have a slave working class, and archaic borders maintained only by history and memory. We are still the cavemen, beast in the forms of people, competing and slaughtering each other for survival. There is nothing good from this immature mentality and behavior of the Human race, its destructive and only the minority fittest survive. The weakest are fed to the wolves or left to rot, the greatest mortal sin we perpetrate against our children. It is unnecessary, wrong, and counter-productive. Shouldn't we be educating ourselves to ensure survival for all? By sharing and cooperating, you efficiently work the whole together so that resources could reach their destinations without competition. Those who wish to learn and exercise their natural abilities do it because they want to, because they are taxing their own limits. In doing so, you are demonstrating to the world your abilities, which provides for all. Voluntarily. It’s as natural as breathing. By living, you are working. No one needs to pay you. You don't need to pay anyone. Money just does not need to exist. It’s worthless. If 6 billion people live, then shelter for 6 billion must be built. There should be no price for that. We must work together to do what must be done and we do not need to enslave ourselves, play mind games, or prescribe ourselves into a coma. Not a single member of the Human race is free. You will know you are free, when you are considered a natural born citizen of Earth in the company and care of your fellow Human beings. What lessons are parents and teachers teaching? Do you realize the evil you spread? Hell exists on Earth because you maintain it. If you were spreading good, you would know it. This Earth would feel like Heaven, a garden paradise with no banks. Anyway, it’s all common sense and truth, someone should write a book. If it was well read, maybe World Peace would be common sense and truth.

Dream my dream [draft]

I love bed time. I look forward toward it. It gets me excited. To jump into bed, move my pillows, of varying weights and sizes, into their proper positions for perfect alignment, and feel my body supported effortlessly with the cool touch of my head to pillow, instant nirvana. Like in an instant dream, I am in command of my own Universe and the world that people think exists matters no more, in these moments my mind is opened to the entire Universe and its infinite space and time and possibilities. I am a surviving Human being on the planet called Earth, traveling through space on its back like a parasite in a Petri dish. I’m being attacked from so many parasites and random nesses of nature it’s a miracle any of us are still alive. The parents and children of this Earth are capable of being smart; they could understand safety in numbers. A search should be held for good people who understand that sharing, volunteering, and collaborating are key. People who do not think it is necessary to compete to survive. There are decent people who would rather see everyone equal, healthy, and living in luxury, instead of having a majority misfortunate and suffering. We have all been born into a slavery and we are watching countless millions of our children die needlessly each year, we are not smart at all. The world is mad and senseless. Smart people would realize that forced labor and forced loyalty to history are unnecessary. It’s retarded. History has no claim on Earth. She belongs to no one, we belong to her, and we all share her because we all exist now. Stop being lost in the days of the calendar, ripping months and years off walls and desks. You have gone insane in the cycles and have ceased to live. This Calendar is wrong. It is not ours, we must create a fresh one. This Earth is our Life boat. She is older than we can imagine. Moral people who love their children and will their good, teach them to see the best planet they each are lucky to be a witness too. She is beautiful and nothing is more valuable than Life. It time to understand and take responsibility. We do not need to be consumed by currency, prostituting, pimping, trade marking, and extorting. There is no truth and they are the sins which maintain Hell on Earth. These are tools meant for beasts in the pits. They are insults. I am no beast. The strongest should carry the weakest. I believe in survival for all. I am a breathing, thinking, and feeling Human being. I am one of many children of Earth, born in Love, surrounded by Love. I am among mothers, fathers, sons, and daughters, loving and caring for each other. These are the free people of Earth. Peaceful people. Heal the Earth with good will and her people will be healthy too. If enough peaceful people exist, you may realize you have a planet full. Volunteering together in a world of peace would be nice. For in that moment, the power of over 6 billion could be unleashed in this overnight evolution, mankind can only wait to see what miracles and shape of Earth we instantly create. This is what and why I love to dream, this power we have to shape reality. So I’ll see you on New Years’s eve, wearing that smokin’ dress with a glass in your hand while we ring in Year Zero, opening the new era of Planetary Cooperation and setting the Human race on course for true greatness. Dream my dream and together we make a new truth exist. Sleep well.

Spread the Word [draft]

I was sitting in my car today and a bug landed on the windshield. Without really thinking, I hit the blades. Before I knew it, nothing remained but a small smear. How horrifyingly random death could be. The chances for this bug to end up across from a Human being with such miraculous and lethal capability. Literally wiped from existence. How scary. How fragile. That goes for us too. Nothing yet exists to protect us. We are not strong yet to protect ourselves from the atmospheres of space and time. The Universe gave me the capability to obliterate life and I did. Now I am sorry. I know the value of Life. It’s beautiful and time always too short. Each of us are unique, some gifted with natural abilities. Exercised, the results we already witness. Miracles. This Universe of infinite space and time cheats me of exploration for this form cannot last and my people too unwise to forgive and forget to progress. We were not meant to be competing against each other for survival. That is barbaric for the lack of love offered to the weakest. Our children. Their deaths, unspeakable mortal sins, are our responsibility. We collectively will a Hell on Earth. In truth. Every being is equal, their talents are not to be judged, prostituted, pimped, or branded. You create nothing but falsehoods, an illusion painted on you by the infinite sources of global input, cycled each day and effortlessly log in as month after month, and year after year. You have gone insane and paralyzed from rational thought or knowing what freedom and truth actually is. You are not living, you are a slave. You have grown accustomed to the prison and hell which is your home. Life is the only thing of value, for each of us having this gift to see Earth, and our Star, the Sun, and the children of the Human race is …is….wordless. For if the Human race did not exist, we would not know space and time existed. Maybe. In a Universe of Billions of years, and I surrounded by billions of stars just like my own, shouldn’t we really be getting some of our priorities straight? One, sharing and voluntarily collaborating sounds like what good and rational people would do. Those who have skills and are good willing to display their ability that should be what they do. Those who don’t, sit back and enjoy planet Earth and the miracles created for our protection, comfort and entertainment. The Human race volunteering together to provide survival and luxury to all for free. With the power of 6.5 billion, work is child’s play. No forced labor. No currency. No trademarks. No branding. No copyrights. Equality. Freedom. Peace. Happiness. A Heaven on Earth because we willed our good NOW. Now that would be great to have in a random Universe. Then again, why does it need to be random. Why can’t WE will it? Why should we sit by year after year till we’re dead. Have we together at all really changed the Human race? Have we ever really all tried to put our good will towards Humanity? Why not give it a shot? World Peace in your lifetime, would that be a miracle you would like to gift to your children? Actually, it is your responsibility as there are people dead or dying as you read this. Forget 911. Terrorist attacks are nothing compared to what we collectively negligently do to the suffering Human race. Countless millions die each year. Where is our global outrage and effort to remedy the problems of Earth? What evil have the parents and teachers put into the minds of the children of Earth? Be a better person. Currency is worthless and senseless. Claim responsibility for Life and offer your good will. Declare yourself a citizen of the planet Earth and in the present company of the last surviving mothers, fathers, sons and daughters of the Human race sharing Earth. Good and peaceful people doing what they do best to ensure survival and entertainment for us all. In order to accomplish something like this it requires a big event, something that can synchronize a planet of people. What better than the using the cycles of the calendars themselves. Use this cycle to reset ours to zero. When was the last time Humans had the balls to do that? We have good reason. We will mark our evolution in space and time. Our planet will be sweeping across the center of the galaxy, and in less than 4 short years, at the end of the Mayan calendar we could be celebrating the greatest new years the Human race has ever will record in History. Be a part of starting the children of the Human race into the first of many years of planetary cooperation for World Peace created by the people for the people to ensure care for all the people.
Killing does not create peace. Just having a good willed brain and a good willed heart is enough. Surround yourself with those people and before you know it you have a planet of peaceful people. So what’s it gonna be? Heaven or continued Hell? I hope to see your good will. Before you get wiped from existence, I hope you see good reason to mark the date. Spread the word. See you at the party!

Better off lost? [draft]

I was lost. So I spent much time looking inward to find myself. Now that I am found, I am more lonely than ever. I have come to realize the truth in my existence and the truth of the senselessness in most people’s actions. The grand Universe of space, time and beauty has given me this miraculous gift of Life and infinite possibilities to explore. I am master of my own universe. I walk in my own space in my own time but I am trapped within a frail and limited form which exists for just a brief moment in relation to the space and time which surrounds me. So knowing death is always coming for me and how limited and precious time is, I Love Life and wish only the best to those who can share in this miracle of existence with me. To make time last I live in the present. Just as infinity exists between one and two, so does each and every moment I live. An in this infinity, I will realities by interacting with those I share this space and time. This Earth provides temporary shelter for the Human race, but it is not enough for our total survival. We need good will. The Universe is very dangerous and space is less than an hour car drive above our heads. We are the most advanced beings of our species to be born. Our technologies amaze. Why aren’t we wise? Why haven’t we matured? The people of this planet must see reason to unite and volunteer together to share and collaborate to provide survival and luxury to all. No borders. No brands. No forced labor. No trademarks. No Lies. No currency. Good people willing good for Freedom. For peace. For equality. For Love. For Happiness. Hell on Earth exists today because we are stupid beasts still competing and judging for survival. This present is the result of our will. Evil parents brainwash their children in history and traditions and lock them into cycles of a calendar they feel powerless to change. This is only driving everyone to insanity and self medication for denial, hate, war, and death are in abundance. The current disregard for Human life is appalling. We must break the cycle. True good people would not compete for survival or give their lives up to chance, they would realize we each are gifted with natural abilities and if we chose we can help each other train and coordinate these abilities for demonstration and the care of the people of the planet. The best of us are capable of creating pure miracles. By prostituting and pimping abilities you are doing evil and a disservice to the Human race and yourself. Can you imagine the capability that would come from over 6 billion healthy and communicating Human beings? Teaching children how not to think is criminal and the parents and teachers should all be ashamed. You should be educating your children how to cooperate and share to create a safe and wondrous Heaven on Earth for all. But today’s reality is ugly and everyone is ignorant. Although our technology for the first time for Human kind allows us instant global communication, it is like talking to a wall. Dumb, deaf, blind, and lost idiots is what you all are. I wish I still was, then I wouldn't be so lonely.