Because of technology, things that use to take me a week now take hours. Where I use to handle 5 projects a week, I now handle 25. Each project has grown in complexity and maintenance, getting one done and no longer referenced is growing longer periods, meaning I’m spending more time maintaining projects that never go away. The problem is still compounding, although the company thinks it’s great that we are pushing out so much work and answering any question on any project we have ever conducted, they fail to realize how it is being accomplished - by fragile Human minds. We in the department have been forced to become masters of foreign languages and be expertly artful and creative in use of the vocabulary in flawless syntax to produce these demanded results. And the demands are growing, under an already strained system shortcuts are now replacing to cheat the time and usually errors are the result. These errors were already due to occur in so many millions lines of code, but by applying a factor “rush” on every order of eternal orders can drive one to insanity trying to maintain such perfection under an endless onslaught. Add on top 24 hour work days, ignorant managers, non-existent raises, pointing fingers of blame, a dumbed down staff who’s first source of information or automation of their tasks is us, and constant indecision has long ceased to make this pleasurable. This now only is a cruel torture as I foolishly administer this punishment upon myself for simple greed. My dependence on this evil is over. It has been over twenty revolutions around Sol to see this and my eyes are now wide open to realize it is I whom must humble myself to free my mind, body and soul from this prison and repetitive cycle that does nothing but consume my precious time on this Earth.

I am no one’s bitch and I will learn to dictate my own pace to flow through time and space under my own power in my own Universe like every other creature in nature. I am done abusing myself in this one simply because society deems it normal, it is time and place to be free again before I die. I will find others like me, or make them myself. I believe that the children of Earth deserve better company and if we can’t voluntarily choose to care for each other, then barbarians in competition we will remain. Our planetary cooperation is dependent on us, and I see the people I live with are lost. Simple common sense is denied from our world and this world of peace I know can exist is simply lacking a world of peaceful beings. We for too long have put faith and trust in the greatest roots and tools of evil. It is time we all woke up, took responsibility, and started working for one another in our own pace, under our own power, by our own choice to care for all. Remaining a slave and prisoner to old systems is not the answer and is the most horrible way to live. Become alive. It is time for a new era by our new generation of wiser beings with instant global communication and the good will to see the best reality for all the children of this Earth and all children to come. Surrender your false allegiances and unite with the love of the parents of the Human race to see that the free natural born citizens of Earth are properly cared for by sharing and truth.