I have a blockage, one I know which exists but can not quite define in order to remove. Stuck with this infliction, I am prevented from being whole. The Universe is as it is and accept it I must for my time grows ever shorter. Experiencing Life is my mission, defects and all, absorbing every moment possible regardless of personal state. I wish I could depend on my neighbor, fellow species off this earth for their help. Maybe one of the billions knows my cure which can enhance my survival. Would they extort me for this miracle, compare worths and judge my worthiness of reception? If that the case, do not bother. Keep your wares for I die free and unashamed to be Human in our here and now unmanipulated by your greed. To be whole is a dream, but a dream I already live and self respect is in every part of it. I freely would offer my service and voluntarily choose to care for every being in existence sharing in Life that I can. A free living being doing for others in my own way and time is as natural as I can understand. Borders mean nothing. Currencies mean nothing. Trademarks mean nothing. Laws mean nothing. They have no power because evil is not in my heart. Maybe this is my hole, the good will that would create World Peace which isolates me from others. Maybe this infliction is not an infliction at all but a common sense which is lacking and destroying my soul preventing me from being normal. An Angel in a haven I know I could be, another dream that will just have to wait. This one seems to be quite the opposite, it is every man, woman and child for themselves. A very sad and disappointing reality to face. Not sure what to do except live until I don't, just wish I had better company. A truthful world would have been nice.