Fools you are.   Hopeless.  I am so ashamed.  If there is a god and i have some report to give it would be that the human race has failed me and my experience on the little planet 3rd in orbit of Sol was disturbing and quite unsatisfactory.  In a Universe filled with basically infinite number of planets offering infinite number of opportunities for Life to come into existence for only the briefest of moments; of these infinite species mine was barbaric.   When i compare to the other species of this planet i think we are worse.  For if we just continued to multiply and support one another as we spread i think things would have been so much better.  Our technology allows us to build like no other species on this earth and what we do with it is so childish.  How we treat one another stupid.  How we judge each other and compete for survive not only cruel but down right murder.  This barbaric species hungry for war and the thrills it brings has made a hell on this earth and for this demons rule to fan the fires which burn innocent lives just makes no sense.   My report will end with a hope. That i have witness the existence of a space and time and know of their other possibilities.  I beg for another opportunity in these physical forms of Life and may i be among another technological species whom behaves like the angel, sharing and cooperating, loving and respecting our mothers, fathers, daughters, and sons so an engineered heaven among the stars can exist where i could truly belong.  Because i am no fool and being around humans made me insane.  I need a redo.