Why am I here?  I am so tired and none of it makes sense.  My species is at war with itself.  I find no safe harbor.  Everyone is insane and fanatic in repeating history.  I fear the barbary will continue just because, the calendar for sure making it so.  I do not see my purpose.  I am not like my kind.  I just don't have the hate in my heart to compete.  I hate the idea of marketing myself. I do not want to be some two faced creature in a game of survival.  I am not fittest.  I don't want to be fittest.  My kind makes me want to die.

If I had my druthers, I would be surrounded by those at peace, mothers fathers daughters and sons caring for this extended family of billions matured enough to realize through volunteered collaboration do we truly achieve, when our best is freely offered and freely received by each and every soul who wishes.  Because we volunteer instead of compete, there are no judgments of worth so equals are born.  As free citizens of humanity, we are simply the children of earth.  And since we are peaceful towards one another, naturally exercising our abilities and allowing our uniqueness to offer infinite possibilities, our planetary communication reaches every soul to be heard and cared for.  We achieve through will, not wrote.  We live for each other.  This is what a loving species does, it cares for ALL its own - not just the fittest.

World peace can only be achieved by peaceful beings, is that you?

I know it is not, I do not have my world peace and my purpose is to hope this nightmare ends soon.