The pressures are too great my humanity is crumbling I'm now at this point willing to do anything to survive. My prayers have been answered I've been captured. No longer needing to look for food I am being fed I'm also being beat but I'm also being fed. Nakedness is preferred to the filthy rags I'll be made to wear. At least I'm not alone and we shared our misery but we breathe. We are raped but we breathe. We're just as smart as our captors simply cannot communicate. They think us ignorant us beasts less than beings of Burden. Since having to feed us they find us a nuisance so they rape for entertainment. If you you're lucky your Masters are nice. But usually they're not. What monsters they must be to think they have this right.  To deny us every opportunity of life.  If ever this suffering ends our children will be permanently scared by the evil a particular people brought us.  I hope they seek no retribution but i pray they have not been some how lessened.  The pressures were already to great.