Am I afraid to die no. Am I afraid of Life ending pain yes. What do I believe happens after? Probably nothing. It really could be my end. But the rest of Life Goes On. I just refuse to believe that in all of infinite Space and Time my here now be a one-time occurrence. If anything it proves I have conscious thought and the beings whom surround me understand and communicate. I am human now. I don't remember before. So the next time I come back if there's a comeback it may be in another place in another time in another form and again won't remember. The universe is infinite and offers infinite opportunities.  Life was grand but this last bit I can do without.  Being Human sucked not for the creature it is but for the species' lunacy. I thought I would have been greeted by a world of peace from fun-loving human beings who enjoyed their company and exercised their gifts sharing with the world and collaborating to ensure each and every soul was provided for by the best our combined abilities. The mothers fathers daughters sons natural born citizens of Earth caring for one another as kind and compassionate human beings do these peaceful people living together are why World Peace is a reality but the lunacy prevents people from seeing truth.  You are insane.  And being surrounded by the insane sucks.  So not only did it suck now it's going to hurt.