Heavenly Father please hear this prayer. As I have grown older and wiser that I realized my whole life has been conducted in sin and those whom surround me are inherently evil. I do not wish to be evil but it is all I know it is what I have been taught and it is what I do. Father I believe a genocide has been occurring and no one cares to stop it. I am not one of them Father at least not anymore. I do not want to compete. I do not want to extort. I do not want to Judge the worth of others. I am tired of all the deception I am tired of all the hatred I am tired of all the treachery. I was not built for this world maybe I am one of the weak not worthy of survival. For this is hell and only being the best demon takes best survival the rest fed to the grinder.  It is too much i can take this place no more.  It is time father call me home i have experienced enough.