Maybe I'm doing something wrong.  This life it feels foul.  It feels so counterintuitive.   I would think as a human being one of billions we would have had our act together already but it not.  It's still prehistoric.   Barbarians still slaughtering one another.  War.  Everyone is divided.   It's all hate.  And they think this normal?  I don't get it it is such a waste.   Extinction have pity on us.