You have been lied to so much that truth is a foreign concept. Deep down you know you have been lied to and is why you do not trust. There is no God or Devil Heaven or Hell you only have one life and this is it. There is no such thing as right or wrong. Sometimes you are a meal sometimes you are a bug on a windshield . Things just are. You are nothing special. There are countless species in existence in this universe. How long they exist for is the question. Some species die early some species last countless generations. And the species that thought they can live forever died when their planet died. If a species does not learn to live in vacuum it is only a matter of time before it is consumed. The most efficient species is a kind species. And since we are not a kind species World Peace fails to exist; we are not peaceful beings to make it our reality. This is a world of war where we compete against one another we extort each other torture rape starve and kill one another. The genocide which is occurring is directed by your actions and you care nothing to change it. You chose not to unite a species only ensuring the human race's Extinction occurs that much sooner.  As far as the universe is concerned it matters not if you succeed or fail no one will notice or care unless you make a nuisance then a swatted fly you will be.