I am indifferent to the world of humans and their activities which surround me.  I find them ridiculous and usually quite hypocritical.   I just don't care and withdraw.  If society or the world truely showed me a better more thoughtful caring species I would participate.   Instead I feel like the weapons and chains have changed but I'm still at war and being enslaved.  These people have not evolved at all.  They are stuck on repeat and it's painful and embarrassing to watch.  If I shoot myself, you are the reason why.  You offer no hope.