I am tired of playing chess to survive. Sometimes it feels like dice. It's too much. Why is the human race evolved to the point of all these hoops? It's senseless and there's no perception of now. The calendar is already written and tomorrow is already planned.  It's worse then you repeating history it's history repeating you.   And the generations of countless Wars and battles have tied this game of life into a knot. It's too tight. Survival is not even satisfying I am Ashamed to be human.