You have been looking at it all wrong. Everything you think is good isn't. All the things you've been taught all the things that you teach your children it's all bad. This Loop that you got yourself caught into it's Madness and the only way to get freedom is to smash that clock. You are relative not attached to a fixed point. And to force your body into repeating that fixed point it's Madness. You yourself have never experienced true space time. You've been a prisoner all this time.  And because your ignorance equates time and money you've allowed you're worth to be judged making you not equal, devaluing your abilities and diverting it from surviving us all.